passion.

For awhile there I was getting concerned about my apathy in the classroom. I was having a challenging time with my Algebra I 9th graders and I just was not feeling was was happening in the English classroom. I had never thought I would feel unmotivated about teaching (especially so soon).

BUT then, my mentor teacher allowed me to plan the poetry unit and my passion came back again. Hw fun is it to design a unit that could possibly ignite students' creativity and curiosity? Man, there's power in it. But not the type of power that lords over people, but rather the power to motivate, to encourage, to engage.

So far, the plans for my classes have worked and not worked, which is great, yet humbling to witness. I am thankful that I get to try out my ideas in the classroom because I will be more prepared for next year.

One activity that went very well centered around the concept of literary devices. I had students building things with K'Nex and Legos to connect with how a poet may use certain tools to construct poem. Then students broke off into groups. Each group was given a sheet with three sets of lyrics on it, all three sets exhibiting the same literary device. Students had to "discover" and construct a definition of the literary device demonstrated by their sets of lyrics. After they had constructed their definition, teams were split up to teach people from the other teams. I assessed student learning based on the definitions they wrote down along with how they were able to apply their definitions to another poem. It was fantastic! I saw students collaborating and teaching themselves the definitions of literary devices. I struggled somewhat with certain devices and students not being able to see the common theme among lyrics. I always am motivated to learn more questioning techniques so that I am not just tempted to tell the students the answer. But all in all, I was impressed with my students. And I found a lot of great music while picking out lyrics. My favorite: On to the Next One by Jay-Z. Check it out.

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good question.

During the commute back from my placement, my "carpool buddy" and I usually either get pretty riled up about what happened during the day or we feel like we are going to be eternally depressed. On one of these commutes last week, my bud asked disturbing, yet thought-provoking question, which I am sure has been asked before:"How do you teach those who do not want to learn?".

I find myself still pondering that now. My thoughts cannot help but be influenced by my faith and here's why: one of God's greatest acts of love towards his children was to give them free will. If there is no free will within a society, there cannot be love, since love is a choice. It is a choice whether you return someone's love or not. It is and always will be a choice for me to love my students (because let's be honest, they don't always earn it). 

So since love is the very reason I find myself in the classroom today, how do I allow my students to have free will while I am teaching them? How does this mesh with the fact that I am the authority in the classroom and there are boundaries that cannot be crossed especially concerning respect for classmates? Can I force my students to learn even when they do not want to?

In my classroom, as of right now, I seem to naturally take the "I'll try to convince them lovingly to learn" approach. I'll kneel down next to an unmotivated student and communicate that what they are learning is valuable to their lives and their future, that I teach because I care about them, not because I want to torture them. But this gets old coming out of my mouth real fast. I mean, it's true, but it gets old.

And I know the easy answer is that students do have a choice whether to learn or not, they just have to suffer the consequences to failure, which is true in all parts of life. But unmotivated students sometimes affect my teaching and other students' learning. And if they choose not to learn, it is so hard to watch them fail. 

I am out of thoughts, do you have any?